So another insane week.
I had a fabulous Cinco de Mayo with M. He's the best ex I will ever have, hes endearing, sweet, generous and he is totally not in love with his gf. M loves to ponder the idea of us having a torrid affair meanwhile giving me solemn advice of the guys I should and should not date. After some great tequila and fancy pomegranate margaritas, I realized nothing will ever happen between me and M. And it thrilled me to know that our friendship was perfectly safe.
I spent cinco de mayo telling M about J. J is amazing. He really is, he's this perfect blend of intelligence and charm. So far he's tops...J called me up for an impromtu date last Sunday. And now Wednesday he has invited me to come up and see him for a wine tour. The 'wine tour' is kind of a perfecto date. I am debating whether I should actually GO. Is it too soon post-break up to start dating someone? I think I am definitely over A. I just hate the fact that we did date for a year and our paths are doomed to cross each other this summer. ugh. Anyway, the urgency to see J also stems from the fact that J is doing an Asia tour this summer and will be gone for 45 days! And when he gets back I will be in Paris. horrible.
Typically I would call this whole shirade off. But J is moving to NYC to a fab spot in Union Square and will be minutes from my whole new life in Manhattan. You can't fight fate!!
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